Why Matespritship Sucks 3

AUTHORS NOTE: Terribly sorry for the delay, I'll try uploading these chapters once a week, and maybe twice.
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"Really?" He said. "Too many people are flushed for me." "Karkles, I didn't mean that Sollux is flushed for yo--" "I can't take so much of this. I'm under pressure, with being called Karkitty and her flushing for me, you flushing for me, everyone does!" I hesitated. "Kark--" "I have a team to lead! What am I supposed to do?" I could smell the tears streaming down his  face. "Everyone expects me to feel flushed for them or lead them to safety." "I don't, Karkles! You're amazing, and I feel red for you and... you aren't mean and I can take care of myself." I immediately knew that was the wrong thing to say. He stopped, so did I. "Terezi..." I stood up, and sighed. "I think you should go for now, Karkles." He hesitated. "Okay." When he left, I laid down.

I sobbed. I could still smell him, though. I don't know what he expects me to do. I was just  trying to make sure that I would tell the truth, but the truth hurts. I said it wrong, and now it's all because of me. I don't deserve Karkles, he deserves Sollux or Eridan or Nepeta...

I wish I could see him.

But I was blinded! I could never see him.. Even though... it's amazing being blind. I smell different things. I just wish I could see Karkles once. The only way I could is if I licked his face. I don't think he would like that, of course. I sobbed a bit longer, then when I stopped was when I fell asleep. I woke up smelling a strong scent of red. Red, 2 reds. One blue.

"Huh?"
"TZ." Cool kid, was that him? "What's wrong?" I opened my eyes and sniffed. The blue scent is gone, there are still 2 strong scented reds. Someone kissed me on the cheek. I rubbed it.
Candy red. "Karkles? Cool kid?" Karkles grunted. Oh gog this better not be what I think it is. "We were worried about you." Okay... I don't think it is. "We want you to know that..." Karkles started, then stopped. "Nevermind." I sniffed him blushing. "Why are you guys at my hive?" I asked. "Karkat told me everything. About Sollux and him." I cried again. Why is it so hard telling them? I need to tell them now! "About that..." I started. Nononono, I cant. Then again, I have to. Sollux will find out.
"Sollux doesn't feel red for Karkles." I could smell Dave smiling. I think he thought Sollux felt red for Dave, when really that John human lies about homosexuality. (((All these ships, guys.))) "Sollux feels red for me." Dave lowered his smile. Karkat didn't say a word.

"I... have to go." Dave said. He left, silently. I frowned as Karkles was the only one with me right now. I hugged him. "I'm so sorry." I said. "About what?" Karkles said. "I feel flushed for someone too." I stopped hugging. "Who would that be?"
Karkles sighed.
"Someone I know. You should know, you know her very well, you know her extremely more than anyone else." I cocked my head. "What?" "You, duh." He left, still smelling red everywhere, I went back to sleep, trying to think it through.
I awoke again, to the sound of a beep from pesterchum. I ran to the computer and saw it was from Vriska.
AG: I saw EVERYTHING >:::: )
AG: Heard everyth8ng...
AG: Yes, yes I d8d!!!!!!!!!!!
GC: WH4T?
AG: Karkat feels red for you, corr8ct?
GC: Y3S
AG: I was that 8lue scent you smelled
GC: WH4T?!
AG: Yes! You couldn't smell me, 8ecause I was peeking through the wind8w!!!!
AG: Hmmm... too b8d you can't see...
She stopped pestering.